I'm blogging using my phone now.
As you know, I retain in sec3 this year. Alot of things had changed. I'm not in the same class as genevieve anymore. :( She's having N level this year. I sure our distance will not be as close as last time anymore.. I had been with her for 3years. Although alot of things had happen, but I never even hate her before. Lastyear, we always sit together. Happily chatting at the back of the class. But now... I'm sitting alone at the back of my class. I really wish that she's there... :'( I really hate gg to school now. I didn't get to see her today, and I started missing her like hell. I miss her scolding me bitch. I miss her laugher. I'm really sorry that I retain... After school, I always hangout with wj they all. But always didn't get to hangout with you... Feel so fucking failure now. I'm fucking crying while trying to type out how I feels right now. I miss my sec3 life last year. Always running here and there with Genevieve. Skipping class together and chat/listen songs in the toilet. Get scolded by teachers everytime together. Things' different now. Can everyone tell me what to do? I hate studying alone. And I swear I hate those fucking stares from teachers. Wth, I only retain. I didn't even fucking do anything against the law. Don't prove me wrong when you dont even know me well yet. I hate counseling, it's just a waste of my time. Wasting my lesson time, when i really need to study. I know myself more than you all know me can. Just stop counseling me. I HATE IT!

God, stop making me suffer. Just let me go, I will really want to go to heaven and enjoy those stress-free life. Please, let me go :'(